Sometimes I am my own worst enemy . Right about now I’m considering throwing away my phone in exchange for an old 90’s phone that only receives calls. So I was talking to this guy a while back , and by that I mean off and on for the last couple years . I felt really comfortable with this man , and if I were to make a list of the things I look for , he would have most of the qualities on my list . However he’s not looking to be serious so we went our separate ways . I hear from him every now and then and it puts me in a weird what if type of headspace . I don’t hear from him in 2 months then he texts me Happy New Year …. what’s up with that ? So I was telling my friend about it and I was like remember that guy let me send you a pic of him. Well I go to send the pic and I accidentally sent it to him , because I had been looking at our messages . This pic was a screen shot from his Facebook. We are not friends on Facebook . I have only wanted to disappear a few times in my life and this was one of them . Of course he texts back right away and I claim he popped up on my “people you may know” and I was thinking about them , which makes me sound completely nuts in my opinion. I’m doubtful I will be hearing from him again .